Genesis 22:1-14: him again...

Monday, June 07, 2004

him again...

i'm listening to: Testify to Love -Avalon

yah...am listening to tt song AGAIN...finally done with packing...time flies. gtf camp in less than 7 hours.

been tinking abt it. and talking to close frens abt it. how retarded can i get huh? deep inside, i really really wanna be talking to him again. but pride's in the way. it's been months...saw him @ church today. wanted so much to just ask him "how have u been?" but as usual, i walked away again. perhaps i should ask him abt it. why he did wat he did to me. give it one last shot...if he isn't willing to, i shall just have to give up this friendship tt i once tot was perhaps the most wonderful one 6 yrs back. to the 3 of you who lent me a listening ear and tried giving me advice, thanks...i really appreciate it...just keep me in ur prayers yah? i'm praying tt God will give me strength to speak to him and, forgive him. if i haven't afterall.

"Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship - never." sigh...really? thanks for tt quote anyway, apri...

anyway...ignore my blabbering if u dun get wat i'm talking abt now...see u guys in 4 days...perhaps i'll be back on a much lighter note den :

0 Comments:

Post a Comment

<< Home