"gwyyynetthhhh"
i'm listening to: One Boy, One Girl -Colin Rayei feel that God's calling me. not "gwyyynetthhhh". but to serve Him on the mission fields. i dunno. i'm confused. i keep asking God if it's really the Holy Spirit speaking to me, or if it's just me. i talked to zer about it last nite and this morning's sermon was about serving Him on the mission fields. perfect timing.
but still...i'm left hanging there. wondering if it's really His will. i keep saying i'd go when the Lord calls. but now, i'm so afraid. afraid that if He really calls, i'd be reluctant to leave this comfort zone of mine, my family here, my friends here...and be disobedient to Him...
i've been talking about this whole thing actually. it became clearer to me tt if God really calls, i must go, esp after my trip to chiangmai. i saw how the missionaries there gave up all they had to serve the Lord. i was so encouraged by their testimonies and wished tt God would let me serve Him like them too...but i'm so confused now.
anyway...come to tink of it, i've still got to complete my diploma...so i've got a year before i really think about wat to do...haa...do keep me in prayer yah? i pray that God would show me clearly if it's really His will...thanks dearies...
hhmm...tmr's the start of a new week again...oh Lord, please give me strength...
"i can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me" Philippians 4:13
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