i wanna go chiangmai too
john john said "i love you". my heart almost melted. okay, maybe it did...i wanna go chiangmai. bro nat, sis pat & family are leaving on tue morning & m so gonna miss them. their trip back this time seems extremely short. perhaps it was cos they came back while i was in the midst of my exams.
well...as for whether i'll get to go chiangmai this may, it's all up to God now...i really don't know wat to do cos i intended to go during their christmas celebration...i just pray tt God will give me a clear direction...tho i pretty much know wat i want...but again, wat i want & wat God wants might be 2 very different things.
thank God for a good time spent with allvina at essential brew's. thank God for a chill out kaki! haa...while waiting at the bus stop i realised tt heyyy, most of the time m with allvina on a sunday afternoon at some cafe! :D
thank God also for time spent with family at grandma's. but today was really stressful. everyone seemed to be pressurizing me abt something. worst was abt my future studies. i just pray God will help them understand wat they want is not wat i want in life...it's really tiring to sit through such session where they'll go on and on abt wat & why i should take up. i guess ultimately, their focus is money. (which i don't blame them for. human nature. sometimes i do get distracted by this whole money issue too.) study more, get a great job, get more money. well...perhaps, yes, perhaps, someday they'll come to realise wat i look for in a job isn't money, but joy. and of cos, contentment's one of the keys to this real joy...which i tink i've found.
well...as for whether i'll get to go chiangmai this may, it's all up to God now...i really don't know wat to do cos i intended to go during their christmas celebration...i just pray tt God will give me a clear direction...tho i pretty much know wat i want...but again, wat i want & wat God wants might be 2 very different things.
thank God for a good time spent with allvina at essential brew's. thank God for a chill out kaki! haa...while waiting at the bus stop i realised tt heyyy, most of the time m with allvina on a sunday afternoon at some cafe! :D
thank God also for time spent with family at grandma's. but today was really stressful. everyone seemed to be pressurizing me abt something. worst was abt my future studies. i just pray God will help them understand wat they want is not wat i want in life...it's really tiring to sit through such session where they'll go on and on abt wat & why i should take up. i guess ultimately, their focus is money. (which i don't blame them for. human nature. sometimes i do get distracted by this whole money issue too.) study more, get a great job, get more money. well...perhaps, yes, perhaps, someday they'll come to realise wat i look for in a job isn't money, but joy. and of cos, contentment's one of the keys to this real joy...which i tink i've found.
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